Today I feel : fed up
I am officially fed up now.
I'm miserable. My tummy looks like I'm a sodding druggy, it's started to hurt when I pee which is lovely, they've upped my dosage so now I have 4 vials a day rather than 3. I just want it to be next week and it's only going to get more uncomfortable until then.
Today I feel : bloody shattered
So today I had my first scan. I have 6 follicles forming on my right ovary. Lefty wouldn't come out to play though so we don't know about her. They're all quite small though so they've upped my dosage of menopur.
On the plus side my cetrotide injection wasn't too horrific today. Phew!
Today I feel : like an old woman
My hips are already hurting. I am not looking forward to how they'll be next week!
I managed to do an injection in my leg this morning. I still keep panicking a bit once I've made it up and realise I actually have to stick it in me but I'm managing.
I'm not looking forward to the cetrotide injections, I have to pull the plunger up on them to check there's no blood. If there is I may throw up a little.
Today I feel: still sore, seriously?
I still have pain. I never have it for two days, I am not impressed. I have deployed a hot water bottle to help.
You will also be pleased to know that I have given myself a fine bruise with my first injection. I should look proper sexy after 2 weeks!
Right now I'm feeling: pathetic, painful, terrified
I know I might be being pathetic but I've started panicking over the injections tomorrow. I've set my alarm for tomorrow so I get up to do it. I keep panicking and crying whenever I think about it.
I'll see you on the other side I suppose...
